Can I

erm...argh!
my heart attacking me..
so hard..
i can't even breathing...
i feel so sad...
but i dont know why...
maybe i will see many bad thing today...
but i dont know what it is...
the air around me feel very cold..
but im sweating..but why?
ermmm...so sad..
i dont know what should i do..
what will happen...
my head and brain blank..
like someone who already crazy!!
i hate be like this..
this not my life..
im trying keep moving...
but i can't moving..
i have many obstacles infront of me..
i can't see the obstacles but i can feel it...
argh!!! I Hate Be Like This...